Christina Anstead Opens Up About Struggling With Anxiety Constantly And More In Lengthy Message After Split From Ant!
The newly separated reality TV star took to her go-to social media platform, Instagram, to share a long message about her struggles and especially, how she’s working on breaking all the patterns that lead to her always jumping into new things that cause her anxiety! This comes after the announcement that Christina and Ant Anstead have decided to get a divorce.
It sounds like Christina Anstead is being as honest as she can be with her followers in the aftermath of her split from Ant.
The celeb posted a pic of her and alongside it, she went into detail about some things she’s been feeling and thinking about.
As it turns out, she’s struggling with anxiety but has been working on improving her emotional state.
‘For those of you who don’t know me (or think you know me) let me reintroduce myself. I hate crowds, I love traveling, all things spiritual, the ocean and deep one on one conversations. I never thought about being on tv. I wanted to be a sports agent like Jerry Maguire. But I always loved looking at houses with my parents especially model homes and I always wanted to be my own boss… So in college when I was called (intuitively) to get my real estate license at a local community college I followed my intuition,’ she writes in her caption.
Christina went on to explain that she never wanted to be on TV but forced herself to anyway which is why ‘I live in a state of anxiousness and I’m so used to it that when it’s not there I tend to feel a void and hop into something that causes the feeling I’m used to. This can be good and bad. And it’s one of the things I’m working on breaking the pattern of. Sometimes anxiety and pursuit of new dreams leads me down amazing paths, other times it leaves me feeling lost and in a state of fight or flight / or crying in my closet.’
She mentioned her divorces as well, saying that she never thought she’d have to go through one, let alone two, or that she would have kids with two different men.
But Christina acknowledged that, that’s just life and it can really throw some ‘curveballs.’
Check out her message in its entirety to find out what else she had to say!