Shannon Beador has reached a breaking point, and on the latest episode of Real Housewives of Orange County, her breakdown led the reality star to admit that her failed marriage can no longer be her focus. Is it possible that Beador’s cheating husband has caused her life to spiral out of control?
In the latest episode, Beador told Tamra Judge that she can’t have a relationship control her happiness and how she feels about herself. She added that she wasn’t looking for pity or be a victim, but she feels sad and lonely, and she can’t help but think about her husband’s affair.
Beador described her living situation with husband David as just being roommates, and in addition to his infidelity, her 40-pound weight gain also caused problems for the couple. She said she doesn’t recognize herself when she looks in the mirror, and David is disgusted.
“With all the weight gain, I don’t know how it happened,” Beador told her mother in an earlier episode. “I feel so… I mean, I don’t want to cry, but I just feel so s—– about myself. When I look in the mirror, I don’t even recognize myself, and I know that David is just disgusted with the whole thing. … I don’t like what I see, at least I can justify in my head. ‘This is why David is growing apart from you because look at you.’”
People magazine reports that Judge did her best to be supportive of Beador, especially since she knows what it is like to have her marriage crumble in front of the cameras. Fans of the Bravo show watched as the 12-year marriage of Judge and her now ex-husband Simon Barney fell apart.
Judge told Beador that she understands why she is arguing with fellow housewives because Judge did the same thing when she was going through her breakup.
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The drama-filled arguments continued throughout the episode, with Beador getting into a war of words with Peggy Sulahian. In Radar Online’s recap, Beador got angry when talking about the argument between her husband and Sulahian’s husband.
Sulahian then questioned whether or not Beador trusted her husband, and then told her that no one cares about Beador’s feelings and she had other things to worry about, like her cancer scare. The newest member of RHOC felt hurt by her new friends because she didn’t receive any support, and left the party in tears.